This is real so take a chance and,

Don't ever look back, don't ever look back ...

(:

Será?

Merda de vida!

Just breathe

" 'Cause you can't jump the track
   We're like cars on a cable
   And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
   No one can find the rewind button, boys
   So cradle your head in your hands
   And breathe, just breathe
   Woah breathe, just breathe

   There's a light at each end of this tunnel
   You shout 'cause you're just as far in
   As you'll ever be out
   These mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
   If you only try turning around... "

[Breathe (2AM), Anna Nalick]

Três anos

Hoje fazem precisamente três anos que mudei de casa.
Três anos que saí um pouco do "inferno".

E hoje, estou cansada. Depois da corrida matinal, ainda fui ao ginásio e fartei de nadar, e ainda experimentei o jacuzzi! Mas soube muito bem, se pudesse voltava a repetir. Amanhã, ou ainda hoje, sei que vou começar sentir as dores nos músculos. Valeu a pena, pelo menos relaxei!

Amanhã vou descarregar energias com uma corrida na praia, logo pela manhã... De seguida vou ao ginásio (tenho uma semaninha grátis), e depois vou dar um belo mergulho e nadar um pouco na piscina de lá, talvez ainda experimente o jacuzzi ou a sauna...
Vai ser um dia muito cansativo, mas estou a precisar de descarregar. Ando tão stressada, preciso mesmo disto!

Fases

Estou numa fase menos boa, sinto-me que as coisas se vão complicar...
Estou deprimida, irritada, frustrada, triste, desesperada, desmotivada... Tenho toneladas de preocupações a passarem-me pela cabeça, milhões de sentimentos negativos.
Sinto que não consigo fazer nada bem por mais que tente dar o meu melhor.
Não sei o que fazer. Estou desorientada!
Sinto-me perdida. Sinto que vou explodir a qualquer momento, que me vou desfazer em mil pedacinhos...
Não preciso que gritem comigo nem que me deitem abaixo como sempre fazem.

Preciso de alento, de apoio, de compreensão!

Fix You

When you try your best, but you don't succeed,
When you get what you want, but not what you need,
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try, to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try, you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try, to fix you

Tears stream down your face,
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I... [2x]

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
I will try to fix you...

(Fix You, Coldplay)

Can anyone fix me?

Amanhã...

Amanhã é o divórcio deles! Tenho medo! Espero que tudo corra pelo melhor e que não hajam mais discussões. Espero que cheguem lá e se limitem a assinar a porcaria do papel!

Who Cares?!

Basically I'm complicated
I have a hard time taking the easy way
I wouldn't call it schizophrenia
But I'll be at least two people today

If that's ok
And I can go on and on and on... but who cares?
It's deep how you can be so shallow
And I'm afraid cuz I have no fear
And I didn't believe in magic
Until I watched you disappear

I wish you where here
And I can go on and on and on... but who cares?
You see, everybody is somebody
But nobody wants to be themselves
And If I have ever wanted to understand me
I'll have to talk to someone else

Cuz every little bit helps
And I can go on and on and on... but who cares?
Feels like the surreal life
But it's still nice
Wish I could live twice,
But I still might,
If these bones heal right
I see a little light,
Though it's still night

Feels like a surreal like
But it's still nice
Wish I could live twice,
But I still might,
If these bones heal right
I see a little light,
Though it's still night

And I can go on and on and on... but who cares?
And I can go on and on and on... but who cares?

 

(Who Cares?, Gnarls Barkley)

I just want ...

Só porque hoje estou deprimida!